Its a struggle
Each failure deepening the wound
And then it all crashes down on me
Will you stay or try to leave?

Im thinking to stride past the door
But fear pins me down
Sinking in despair
I pray that it passes soon

A cruel misfortune
Forbidding is to see
When two worlds collide
Its a sad state of mind

And my hearts beats for the very last time
Still the search for peace i cannot find