as the dawn begins
my darkness retreats
it fears the light
can the end be near?
i always await a new day
hoping that it will be better
than the last
yet the pain still resides
deep in the trenches of my soul
my mind feels at war with itself
i am the constant casuality
i have my victories
but they seem so miniscule
sometimes the easy way out
is just an excuse
other times
a friend reminds me of why
i must exist
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Saturday, August 06, 2005
life was just a dream
im losing my religion
trying to find my existence
it doesnt only hurt
to end this road
my funeral
beneath the dust of years
just hoping
for the fire to come alive
and free me
its getting colder
im growing older
enough is enough
theres only this much i can take
nothing left remains
all the battles
and all the tears we tasted
all the passion
and all the love we wasted
theres nothing left
and i smile
and i learn to pretend
my heart will never be open again
im losing my religion
trying to find my existence
it doesnt only hurt
to end this road
my funeral
beneath the dust of years
just hoping
for the fire to come alive
and free me
its getting colder
im growing older
enough is enough
theres only this much i can take
nothing left remains
all the battles
and all the tears we tasted
all the passion
and all the love we wasted
theres nothing left
and i smile
and i learn to pretend
my heart will never be open again
Friday, August 05, 2005
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