Friday, August 19, 2005

as the dawn begins
my darkness retreats
it fears the light
can the end be near?

i always await a new day
hoping that it will be better
than the last
yet the pain still resides
deep in the trenches of my soul

my mind feels at war with itself
i am the constant casuality
i have my victories
but they seem so miniscule

sometimes the easy way out
is just an excuse
other times
a friend reminds me of why
i must exist

Sunday, August 14, 2005

you
and you alone
will forge the path
leave your sorrows with the past
never believe
that the story is set
nothing is destined
or blatant
bound to this body
a world full of hatred
no one will cry
if you fall

Saturday, August 06, 2005

silently we wander
through this plains
so many hopes were lost here
im trying hard to find
take another look
will we see the shape of tomorrow?

on the edge of paradise
with a stinging poison
coursing through my veins
life was just a dream
im losing my religion
trying to find my existence
it doesnt only hurt
to end this road
my funeral
beneath the dust of years
just hoping
for the fire to come alive
and free me
its getting colder
im growing older
enough is enough
theres only this much i can take
nothing left remains
all the battles
and all the tears we tasted
all the passion
and all the love we wasted
theres nothing left


and i smile
and i learn to pretend
my heart will never be open again

Friday, August 05, 2005

Dancing in the night
intoxicating beauty
Walking in the clouds
drunk with desire
Whispering words in the wind
longing for a kiss
Staring out in the darkness
hoping for completion
Finding the fire in you
stolen from desire
Time stands motionless
While worlds pass by
Shh! just kiss me


heres one for u : D