I wanted kisses
but you wouldn't part the petals.
I wanted touch
but you wouldn't share the sun.

I wanted depth
but you wouldn't sail my ocean.
I wanted devotion
but you wouldn't share the burden.

I wanted real
but you wouldn't distance the delusions.
I wanted right
but you wouldn't reason the lie.

I wanted love
but you wouldn't light my fire
I wanted you
but you wouldn't cross the border

Im exhausted with emotions
drifting away into the emptiness
the coldness numbs me to the bone
Its getting darker
and this strange sense of serenity
washes me over




You were my white lily
oh sweet flower ,
in the garden of weeds
that I built around the
hollow of my soul.
And with the light
of your blossom,
you enfolded me
in your velvet love.