forgotten ages in wait
a chalice veiled in shade
lost in the fatal dusk
a lifeless body
an empty husk
a warped sanity resides
deep within
yearning
patiently waiting
time crept to a still

as visions foretold
in the coming towards the end
man's greed consumes himself
reaching into his carnal sins
twisted the hearts of men
the sun once a pillar of faith
now lay bruised and blind
night stands eternal
in place a cold moon shines
striking a pale reflection
the wolves in man
shall rise to feed
a feast of burden awaits
with the heavenly signs aligned
apocalypse approaches

free from an endless slumber
her eyes cracked open
with a dread scream she tore the silence
resounding into the bleak night
a seed of poison
inhaling all living light
she gains her powers from the dark
gateway to unholy might
hail the dark queen
for there shall be no return

the night her domain
with every step
warmth and sanity recedes
the rivers bleed dry
living turned to dust
the cycle has been broken
oh what a sight to see
devoid of life
forsaken for all eternity
the dead marching as one
death and destruction raged on
her gift from the deepest void

times are changing
the world is rearranging
the wheel has turned
what will the years now bring
a new era begins
for every sacrifice
a new shadow shall arise
for every love lost
the flames of passion dies
falling to a dark sedation
joyous screams of agony
here to join this nocturnal opera
a dance of beauty in step
carrying the scent of death

the gates of heaven shook
as a spire of black diamond pierced the sky
ascending without grace
writhing, reaching out like a disease
testament to the evil in the lands
the sun had seen its final days
now history will change its course
by the waves of violent floods
mankind shall drown in a sea of blood
all destiny lies in her hands
no more shall they dream
the once faithful are no more
the world shall fall

and in the distance the angels sing
with broken wings

please remedy my confusion
and thrust me back into the day
my sight is but an illusion
now that everything is gone

in his twilight time
amidst the deepest shadows
the silence gently whispers a name
glancing back in tears
what remains of life?
but a ghost in the rain
every last breath
releases his pain
breaking free these chains

in the face of beauty

all are blind
falling stars
come light the way
there the road begins
close your eyes
and look into the dream
race through the gates

fly away
to a rainbow in the sky
an everlasting reverie

never to return

♥

tick tock
tick tock
finger on the trigger
test of limits
trace my finger
let it loose
feel the rush of danger
watch the world
come crashing down
a silent laughter

live the life of a dreamer
waiting for the day
ive grown older
and the songs that i have sung
echo in the distance

something lies amiss

an empty void in the distance

where have my dreams gone

will you catch them for me ?

having done all i could
sitting alone
leaning on the edge
hoping for a change
i wait and ponder
questioning life and fate
youth and innocence
trying to find a balance
where nothingness
bears meaning
and everything's special

lone candle wakes
a heart set in place
pressures mount
to break through rock
rise up the seed
for a new season of love
begins again

Eyes that sparkle

Shimmering crystal

Traces of gold and silver

Hint of innocence

Encompassing beauty

Radiating like the sun

Deep within
Echoes imagination
Secret tongue
An open mind read
Inner self search
Futile attempts
Cloaked emotions
Dull weary hands
Exit reality
Eyes forced shut
Cold shivers
Await the morn
Everything's perfect

My soul is stretched beyond its place
Feel the pressure because I can't take it
Take my wings or leave them here
Chain me to the ground, keep me near
Swimming in black whispers of rhyme
Can I borrow your will, I've misplaced mine
My heart, it screams, my eyes, blind
Absent is the light, nowhere to be found

Submerged, suspended
Neither dead nor alive
I feel the tingle up my spine
Inject unto me some life, hold my hand
Off the edge I trip, but still I stand
A warm embrace, my cold mind melts
The strength from you, everlastingly felt
Ink trickling out like a lingering note

Bring me back to the cradle
Take back my life you once held

the sands of time run out
as your thoughts drift away
the sunset a burning red
when the hour of light fades
comes the darkness
finally here to take you away
to a place of beauty
where your journey ends



youre with me wherever i go

Never more
forever be
and forever
is as ever
as is a dream
within a dream
unfolds the beauty
of our times

Darting in and out
were my emotions
As I caught
glistening and shimmering
reflections of you
Rays of the sun
Shining and twinkling
Sparkling and brilliant
In the midst
Of your exuberant growth

Lay down my love,
all will be well.
I'll take you away,
on clouds we will sail




<3 bunny bunny

open the door to summer
let the snow melt away
draw in the sun's warmth
leap away from the darkness
across the tainted lands
into the healing rain



sleep my child ... ...

Dreams of firelight
Dancing
Dreams of
Melting into you

When all is cold and
And all is dark
You are right beside me
When you are not here at all

These shallow visions
Dispersed with light
A deep longing
For the approaching dawn
When things are clear
You are standing right here
With eyes wide shut
Just one more wish
An embrace
A kiss
A look
A smile
Every moment with you
Is one step closer
To where I want to be
Where there is no end
To my dreamy love and
Beautiful thoughts of you ...





Amongst my scattered thoughts,
I think of you.

I wanted kisses
but you wouldn't part the petals.
I wanted touch
but you wouldn't share the sun.

I wanted depth
but you wouldn't sail my ocean.
I wanted devotion
but you wouldn't share the burden.

I wanted real
but you wouldn't distance the delusions.
I wanted right
but you wouldn't reason the lie.

I wanted love
but you wouldn't light my fire
I wanted you
but you wouldn't cross the border

Im exhausted with emotions
drifting away into the emptiness
the coldness numbs me to the bone
Its getting darker
and this strange sense of serenity
washes me over




You were my white lily
oh sweet flower ,
in the garden of weeds
that I built around the
hollow of my soul.
And with the light
of your blossom,
you enfolded me
in your velvet love.

The thought of lips
that ignite warmth
and deeply effective passion
delights,forgets,
loves more and is reborn
As many times
as my mind wanders
the greatest breath taken
is the one soon exhaled..
Now impaled in
the thralls of passion
this wisp of romance
a chance taken
a glass tipped
wine sipped on lips
that drip.

Down upon my knees
I pray for release.
For many years
Ive dwelled in the darkness
The reason for this hell
I cannot see,
How one can be denied
when all have sinned.
The jaws of sorrow
will not let me go,
When paranoia's voice
I cannot tame.
Neither noise nor silence
help to supress my pain.
The voices play on ,
either one the same.
What in this life
does love gain ?
For taking beauty's face
to grow such shame?
To rediscover life once more
and give,
Though broken is my spirit,
I must live.

Fall for a heart without a sin
For a soul without emotion
My memories are lost within
A sea full of devotion
Take care of my lost leaves
Of the things I held so close
Before my life has ended here
Buried under a black rose
I touch your wings which seem so close
But fall to the ground from which you rose
I see my fall in your clear eyes
As my hand touches yours -
it dies.



in my own ashes
i am standing without a soul